whisPeR Of ThE hEaRt 2

Dear little heart,

Do u still remember that I so-to-ory with u about the practical exam. Alhamdulillah I was so motivated after that to work harder on MCQ. Demo, I cant run from reality that I cant istiqamah to work hard all those 3 days. I again broke. Even u wanna say I am weak for being broken everytime. Whatever u like plis do as u plis but do put in ur knowledge that yes this the weakness of human being. Being like a wheel. Sometimes up and then goes down n up again. Rotating. Plus human or insan is created by Allah for being forgetful. Yes it is a weakness but didn’t u know the secret lies behind.

Alhamdulillah. Wahai kekasih-kekasih Allah bergembiralah saat kamu sedih. This is because Allah creates the feeling of weak specially for us so we will seek for Him. SUBHANALLAH. Beautifully created. The greatest creation. And the best model of the greatest creation is our rasul, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

That days that Allah destined me to work hard and again broke was 1^st not a nice day but in fact after I again search for calmness with reading His words.

Asking Him,

“ya Allah tolonglah zakiah utk istiqamah. Tolonglah jgn jadikan diri ini cepat berputus asa…ya Allah”

I again told myself that I would read the 3^rd ayat on the right pages. Ya rabbi…

But when I 1^st open and read the 3^rd verse I found that it was not something inspired me. So I open again the quran and then one again. Till the 3^rd time, my finger slip open the 12^th verse in Surah Hud.

[ maka boleh jadi engkau Muhammad hendak meninggalkan sebagian dari apa yang diwahyukan kepadamu dan dadamu sempit kerananya, kerana mereka akan mengatakan, “mengapa tidak diturunkan kepadanya harta kekayaan atau datang bersamanya malaikat?” sungguh engkau hanyalah pemberi peringatan dan Allah Pemelihara segala sesuatu. HUD:12 ]

Bila baca ayat nie mesti bleh nampakkan yang rasulullah tengah sedih dan sudah hampir berputus asa kerana diejek dengan ejekan2 yang berbagai dari org2 yang mendustakan ayat Allah. Nah, little heart it is here that I see those words that when rasulullah feel like giving up Allah knows and He who Tell the stories to rasulullah on the rest of verses of the surah about the ummah before us with their rasul that Allah send. All of the ummah denied their rasul and Allah send them the bala’ except small part of them. At the final part of the surah there is ayat or verse that explain the story told.

[dan semua kisah-kisah rasul yang kami ceritakan padamu Muhammad agar dengan kisah itu Kami Teguhkan hatimu, dan didalamnya telah diberikan kepadamu segala kebenaran, nasihat dan peringatan bagi orang yang beriman. HUD:120]

Allah says “dengannya Kami Teguhkan hatimu” yang mana member maksud Allah menenangkan hati rasulullah yang sedih. Yang mana memberi erti pula “Allah sentiasa berada disisimu agar rasulullah x sedih dan kuat ”

Little heart here and out there, in this up and down life Allah is always with us not only when we are down but moreover when we are flying up high above. When the ph

ase of feeling give up came remember this, Allah with u. jangan bersedih teruslah berusaha. Saat rasa itu datang lagi, gembiralah dalam kesedihan mu seperti yang telah ana cakapkan awal tadi. Took rasulullah as our model, when rasulullah feel like giving up, he ask for Allah help, pray for Allah. Sebab ada akak cakap kite ada sunnatullah and nasrullah.

There came sun after the sky fill with cloud…that because cloud is the the carrier of hopes…hehe ><

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