bdk degil+ bdk pmalas=jill ke???

wahahaha. hey mr blog n miss diary..
b4 i go...i want to conteng2 tis place with my routine yesterday2(kelmarin)
hmm..let see:
yesterday2 i play with my cousin n mogo+sleep+solat5+readin+lazy round
n i don even touch tis laptop..kenape yek?? sajerr..durin tis days i try to learn controlin myself
n guess wat all tiss long..slame nie.. i hold d key for d laptop@password
im d only person who had d key so i can open it freely n even my bro n sis ask for my permission
wahahaha...well i did so for reason..secret.
yah back to my routine b4..hmm.. know wat i been mad by my mom n dad sayin tat i was so lazy..yaaahh.tat d fact mgaku jelah(angkat wite flag)
i must changed for good rite miss diary? wat did u say??(sape laa nak jwk ko jill ckap sensorang ngan skrin beku niee)

d truth is i'm not d kind y memang sgt pemalas..tp malas tue dah mguasai diri ku
kukuku
d truth is ana buat jee ape y orang suruh..tp xbuat kalau orang tak suruh(jill2 yg itu laa mom marah sgt)
tats d fact even so..jill ko mesti changed for good nak jadik good adult kam?? if not u know u r losin to d evil world...dgn all tis so call nanoteknologi(use it wisely jill)
yaaah..itulah y jill nk buat tp hati berat sgt...tulang bkarat2..kaki kejang jee..tgn angkat pon xboleh kalau bak2 kerja niee
bdk degil+pemalas=jill(nauzubillah)
bile jill ckp kat kengkawan y jill malas diorang x percaya ckp result tue la ni la(result lain citer tuee tpaksa kam afif?? )
tp yelah jill bukan bdk yg sgt pemalas(cikgu bm:ayat ulagn_potong markah)
kalau jill nie overdosenyer pemals xkan la jill pergi taketurn ngan ayon masak kam??
(pujuk diri snd bhd)
wb/pon malas masih ade y mguasai diri sooo kene buang jill y skit tuee pon(pujuk diri lg)





till den miss diary n mr blog
~oyasumi~

nerve shockin news

assalamualaikum. greeting #yawned# *blinkblink*
hehe..lamernyer xbuat entry..brape ari yerr..ntah laa.malas nak kire. tp bagus jgk coz my daily routine smkin well manage..best said BETTER kam kam kam???
tis time i got a shockin news. wahahaha. (astaghfirullahalazim..)
hmm...okey straight to d point... i want to take a break from tis stuff...bloggin, fb n fs...anythin except for my @#$%(secret stuff)
yaaah..i want to use tis time for my !@#$%(another secret) n to train myself being a good adult
wahahahaha...hehehe
okey...how many days ana nak cuti niee?? hmm..rahsia(secret make a woman woman)..ntahla. tak pikir pon. lame kot. so jgn tuggu entry ana yee(bahaya ckp sensorang niee)
i will miss u big time mr blog n miss diary..u will miss me rite??
dont forget bout me..key.(mmg bahaya ckp sensorang nie)
wen im back...i'll make sure u tat i'll bring some gud news plak!!
yeer





ashiteru fillah
~sayonara~

routine+observation=solution

d entry blow is bout yesterday. n tis one is for today
rite today routine. better one..
tido+solat+makan+ngadap laptop+tido
alhamdulillah
wahahahah. see mr blog n miss diary..there u see d differ rite? dont tell me u dont mr?
u see it rite miss?
huuuhh..i tell u..i got only one routine 4 ngadap laptop. i'm happy. i succesfully learn to manage myself...my routine.
n for more..i even skip tat routine yesterday.. maa nee. somethin normal for u maybe mr. blog but not for me.*smillin*
n today i got my cousin, n aunt n uncle here(my home sweet home)
i am hapy..bcoz i got to play with d lil girl, mariam. cute saikonyer cute ini budak
gua cakap sama lue(baca ngan gaya mcm baca 'seee??')..
hmm wat more to tell u miss diary..
let see..
.....(sdg bfikir)
........(bfikir lbh panjang)
..(dpt idea)
wat did i learn today?
hmm..kesabaran seorang y b'nama kakak.
tat wat i observe today
my siter work over hard n i'm d one who
lazy around..help a little..
i had see her doin so for days..wat a great sister
die tak marah pun. mungkin dlm hati sgt marah'kenapelah aku dpt adik pemalas'
dlm hati jelah
instead she said tis 'can u help me...'
n i just see her...
then she do everythin by herself.
patient. she learn to be patient. no..
she had been patient with herself
n as for me..malas
i need to manage myself rite if i wan be a gud adult like my ayong
then i need to be rajin..lets do it. even as slow as d kure2
i must. i must n i must cian kat ayon(ksian saje xder maknernyer jill...)
come on girl wake up n b a diligent girl..





till then mr blog n miss diary
~jaa nee~

greatful

assalamualaikum. greetings to all.

or i shuld also say sashiburi(somethin tat my fren love to say).

i happy u know

n why?? why??

bcoz d nite b4 i found some interestin blogg

a blog tat i could observe wat gud n wat bad

a blogg tat show me wat adult world was

how d outside world was

4 me outside world mean

a world tat i need to be independent

cant be protected by my parent anymore

from danger any danger

n only got to see them home...

dos blog i found was somethin tat make me smile so suddenly

i said tis to myself:

'akhirnyer..ade jugak blog y dpt jill tgk bagaimana

sbenarnye kehidupan dunia luar..

jill dpt tgk ape cabaran y akan dihadapi oleh sorang dewasa

wat shuld i do

wat i shuld not do'

yeah betul..kite manusia ade akal xkan xdapat pikir kot

mane pisang n mane bara

tp kalau yg kene pikir 2 seorang babby?? macm mane??

mesti ade y tlg tunjukkan..

kite manusia biasa bukan wali n jauh skali nabi

tapi Allah sayngkan smua hambnya y b'iman

kite ade nabi junjungan

kite ikut ape y nabi ajarkan

but again setelah rasulullah s.a.w tiada

mesti ader y teruskan pjuangan beliau

so org tulah y kite kene cari

tat people i gonna search for

ulama'

teman sebenar2nya

guru

ayah n ibu

siape pun asal ader y nak tunjukkan pada jill

mane arang mane pisang

mane hutan mane jalan

mane nasi mane lauk

mane baik mane buruk

dos blog y bukan hanya satu tp satu y dah linkkan pade sejuta blog lg y bguna

ah..finally

alhamdulillah i shuld say

demo..frankly speakin

i truly cant find d rite word how greatful i am

alhamdulillah( d most rite word)

thanks to d blogger(even if they don know)

still i don how to express my greatful to them

coz maybe they don believe me?

i just hoped tat they believe in my only word

alhamdulillah

BdAk DeGIL

salam. greeting. wahahaha
blog sana x upload blog sini hari2 pon upload..well. xcukup jari nak taip.
wahaha..entry bdak degil..sape?? ku jualah.
malam nie kayon ckp stop la laptop tue..lewat bgn sok. tp jill degil xleh xkira nak bloggin jgk xkira entry pendek pon. n for today punye routine well manage skit . tue pon sbb dah ade byk keje..jadik bukak laptop..main laptop..mgadap laptop tue routine yg dah kurg skit. wahaha.hehehe. n i think i shuld said alhamdulillah..yah routineku masih lagi same: bgn+masak+simpan umah+laptop+simpan agi+laptop+tido
hehehe. see.kan ade dua jee routine laptop tue. wahaha.i'm happy. byk yg dah ku usaha agr kurang dgn fbku y msh bcuti tp jill ttp xleh tinggal ternet nie. n somethin to share hr nie kayon punya gulai soton jadi. best. saikonyer best. 98 percent same ngan umi..w/pon kayon gune resepi lain..thanx ayon for d dish.
okeh la mr blog..tidur lu..esok ade amali 4 lesen keta..#yawned#

#yawned lg#.salam.

driVinG LiCeNsE

the day i wen to d driving skool..i kind of shock+afraid+angry=mute.
wen we arrive i saw 1000 of people..n my heart r thumpin 1000 times per second. one thing i am sure at d moment, i am shock+afraid+angry=mute wif wat i see. so tis is how d outside world was like. jika ade pilihan antara jadi katak bawah tempurung dgn katak atas tempurung..i choose d 1st one. actually wat did i see kan??
yah somethin tat make me think..kalau kat sini pon macam nie..kat luar4 sana mcm mana? kat KL macm mana?? macam mane macam mane sebernarnya nie?? yes..
mcam mane macam nie:
i saw somethin tat make me buat satu peribahasa baru..'rambut sama hitam tapi bojen(jambul) lain-lain'. lucu but tat d fact. even some of my skoolmate lps abis spm nie dah jadik macam tu..realy i don wan to mengaku diorang sbg fren but some tat i know. yeah its totaly different bet 'fren n somebody tat i know'. at least in my book. diorang tanpe sedar dah darkened their gud point in my book. huh..biarlah. demo, for some reason i still know them, n i will greet them, b gud to them, they stil have my respect n i wanna be their fren bcoz i don wanna be like them..changed. i am who i am. so just fren wif me as who i am.
honto nie..i don wanna changed myself for tat.once again i said my peribahasa was way too true..nowaday'rambut sama hitam tp bojen lain2'




(T_T) i miss d old them

OuTIngS

salam. greeting. #yawned#
hmm..today i wen out wif my sis..kitorang kluar g bandar amik gambr 4 our driving license..hmm. she ask me to be independent n do my stuff all by myself.. i thought 4 a second."x independent ke??" slame nie mmg i'm kind off hang to somebody for stuff. tapi soalnyer..i'm afraid to be independent, afraid to be adult, afraid to go outside there n do d routine all by myself.
wat im afraid of?? mankind?? no surely no wif big capital letter!!
i'm afraid to loose myself. afraid to loose to d world, to d evil world.. pliz i wan to be myself. let me just be a gud adult if i am to enter dis zone.
i'm afraid theres no way to run..coz someday i need to go out there. if its truly hapened later, ten let me loose myself to no one.
naah let not spoil d mood..n d pict was kind of cute..kawai nee.(perasan=kenyataan)

DEman

salam. greeting. *blinkblink*
adik-bradikku mndpt deman y bpanjangan tp kenapaku deman shari jee??
yee. i envy of my siblin yg dpt deman y lama tuuee.."xbaik xbsyukur ngan nikmat masa sihat!"
benar bukan untk riak tapi ahlhamdulillah i am healthy..demo i kind of susah nak jatuh sakit.. so i don know how d feelin.. n surely i wanna know..tp mane bleh mintak jatuh sakit kan??
tahniah 4 my sibling y deman lelama..jgn mgeluh jatuh sakit..sebab setiap y Allah takdirkan bg kita adalah untuk kebaikan kita. Allah alwasy know wat rite for us. Allah Maha Mengetahui.
Istimewanya orang sakit. Sakit seorang hamba yang sakit lebih 3 hari ,maka keluar dosa-dosanya sebagaimana baru lahir dari kandungan ibunya. jadik wen will i get sick wift tis tough body?? sihat x bererti xleh nak gain pahala. manusia yang disukai Allah ialah manusia y kuat..jadik sihat pon maksudnya kuat. n we even get d credit to gain it more wift tis healthy body. we can go out n do our daily routine freely. asalkan mulakan sesuatu dgn bismillah. maka anda sedang buat sesuatu kerana Allah. betulkan niat. ikhlas krn Allah. syarat ibadat ditrima Allah ialah ikhlas. so klau x ikhlas rugi jee wak baik tapi x diterima Allah.

WAHAI HATI..... DENGARLAH... ..

Siapa yang tidak mengakui indahnya bunga? Dengan warna yang menarik dan bau yang harum, ia sering menjadi idaman. Kadang-kadang ia juga menjadi perhiasan. Indahnya wajah pula bergantung kepada mata yang melihatnya. Mata yang menilai pula mendapat tafsiran tentang keindahan dari akalnya. Akal yang baik dan cergas adalah akal yang dipandu oleh kasih kepada Allah dan Rasulnya. Bukankah ini yang dinamakan Iman?
Tidak seorang pun yang dapat menafikan betapa indahnya mega petang. Warnanya yang begitu menawan, memukau setiap mata yang memandang, setiap hati yang terusik dan setiap jiwa yang rindukan kedamaian. Namun, lebih indah lagi sekiranya hati kecilnya berkata: "Maha Suci Allah, tidak engkau jadikan semua ini sia-sia. Maha Suci Engkau Ya Allah, lindungilah aku dari api neraka."

Begitu juga dengan keindahan jeram-jeram di kali, dedaun gugur dihembus angin. Peristiwa-peristiwa sebegini amat meninggalkan kesan kepada hati makhluk yang bergelar insan. Itulah hakikatnya, fitrah jiwa manusia. Jiwanya cenderung kepada keindahan dan kecantikan. Biar apapun pangkat dan kedudukannya.

Seorang kaya mungkin ingin merasakan bahawa keindahan itu adalah rumahnya yang tersergam indah di atas bukit dan potretnya dilukis hebat. Seorang fakir pula mungkin merasakan bahawa keindahan itu adalah riak wajah anak-anak kecilnya yang menunggu kepulangannya. Namun, tidak ramai yang mengetahuitentang wujudnya suatu keindahan hakiki. Indahnya ia membuahkan perasaan kasih sayang kepada ibu dan ayah.

Indahnya ia melahirkan rasa kasih pada sahabat dan indahnya ia, memandu akal dan jiwa kepada ketenangan, kedamaian, dan kerinduan kepada kebahagiaan. Itulah tanda kasih dan sayang pada Maha Pencipta dan Maha Pengasih. Itulah tanda kasih dan sayang pada Allah dan Rasulnya. Hatinya berbisik lagi..... "Ya Allah, banyaknya nikmatMu padaku. Tapi, sedikitnya aku bersyukur. Ya Allah, hatiku tahu nafsu jahat itu musuhku, tapi banyak jalan-jalannya yang telah aku turuti. Ya Allah, besarnya pengorbanan ayah, tingginya nilai kasih dan mesra ibu, tapi aduhai..... sedikitnya doaku untuk mereka.
Ampunkan, ampunkanlah wahai yang Maha Pengasih."

Marilah kita bersama-sama memiliki keindahan iman ini. Milikilah ia dengan banyak merenung dan memikirkan nikmat-nikmat Allah milikilah ia denagn ilmu yang mendalam, mudah-mudahan dengannya keindahan yang hakiki akan kita perolehi. Tidak seperti keindahan dunia ini, yang hanya bersifat sementara... ..

a bitter conclusion

salam. greeting to all. sape?? bahaya ckp sensorang nie..
hehehe. just now i eat a chicken soup. best said chicken ball soup. my sis, a chef make it. hahaha.
means..a day off for me from cookin. cookin i kind of "eee geramnyer".why did i need 2 search 4 recipe 2 cook while my sis doesnt?? napelah aku x observe bebaik dr dulu. kan senang skang xyah...bgn tido awal smata2 na cr resepi dulu 4 masak. wel dont judge me like"bdk skematik elektronik..belajar masak?" its not tat i just wanna it be easy..wen some ask me to cook..there u go. my cookin. easy. its not tat i said why i didnt go to cookin lesson earlier but d problem is why i didnt observed it rite wen mom does d cookin?? aint i a gud observer? huh..i came 2 realise the fact tat "i observe wat i like..wat interestin" not realy cuz i'm gud in bad things too!! or is bad things interestin??

nah. dont get me wron gain. let make conclusion after all. even its so sudden without d solution. best said finish tis agrument already..hmm

premis 1: i'm a gud observer since child
premis 2: i fail to observe how my mom did d cookin
conclusion: i'm still need improvement in my observing!! yes. surely

n to tell you(without intend to show off)..tat i'm a gud observer.(still cannot accept d conclusion) i'm d kind tat can do many stuff. not realy but wat i'm interested in..like drawin.colourin(been mad by my sis sayin tat i'm no gud).cookin. readin.singin.n stuff. yah its some easy stuff n i'm still in progressin. easy said tat every one can draw..yah but not every one can nicely draw pict. drawin somethin tat i observed from my lil sis. d colourin ..my along, an architect. d cookin my sis, a chef. readin..my youngr bro(who i hoped to be my older brother). singin.my fren.stuff tat i just..(i think i shuld only sin to myself. its a stuff tat will never improve. suare tak sedap). n so on..bla.bla.bla.bla


waah. i'm tired of writing already..ja nee

salam. greeting.#yawned#

ni entry ke2 4 hari niee

ape kejadah la budak niee sorang xde keje lain

mengadap laptop je keje die

hehehe

u know me

pagi tadi mgantuk bgn lewat

mlm pon mgantuk nak tido dah..

apelahh..

xde benda nak citer..

hmm

haa

tadi jill masak kerabu soton jadik la

buleh dmakam oleh manusia laa

x keracunan..wahahaha

ape lagi yer??

hmm..rutin hari niee

bgn+solat+tido balik+bgn+ngadap laptop+

carik resepi+masak+ngadap laptop+solat+khatam novel+

mandi+solat+ngadap laptop+solat+ngadap laptop agi+solat+

ngadap laptop+makam+tido

muahahaha

apelah..mgadap laptop je

hobi baru sejak menjagung nie

menanam+jagung=menjagung

muahahah

salam. greeting.#yawned#

tido dulu yee..(bahaya cakap sensorang nie)

berPAgI-PaGiAN

salam. greetings.#yawned#

hehehe. nak cakap berpagi-pagian x jugak...

bangun2 jee trus mgadap laptop..huhu

carik resepi nak masak hari niee

nieelah akibatnyer kalau mase mak ckp xnak masuk dapur

huhuhu

kang nak masak kene carik resepi dulu

naya..

xpe asal janji xsalah kan..

asal masak..siap..sedap..n boleh dimakan..

cukuplah..

pehhh!!

time..somethin tat goes on not around
d past gone.. d future comin..watever it is NOW is the most important
the past i got 2 cherish it d future i had 2 make sure it better
the 'now' i will cherish d past n work 4 d future