love

i hate myslef for being this jeles
i hate them for making me these jeles
i hate myself for being this weak
i hate myself for being so easy to be taken for granted
i hate the uncool or uninterested voice or watsoever tat i heard
i am so angry
i hate my angry side
i hate for being so negative
i hate hate hate hate myself for being jeles

i love you
i love you 2
i love you 3
i love them
wat can i do
i just dont want this bad side
but putting my good side was never siding me
it always for peoples' good
wae
wae
wae!!!!!!!!!!


i feel like screaming!!!!
astaghfirullah
keep calm
remember wat Rasulullah taught you to?
wat mom n dad taught you to?
be a good ibadihi
never think wat people think of you
just be you n repent
Allah pliz do accept my repent, do hear my silence voice

0241...its almost 3

mendoakan saudaraku di mesir

menangis membenci diri yang lemah
"being weak is a sinned." teringat kata2 seorang doktor bukan islam dlm surgeon Bong Dal Hae

kaifa halik ya misr?
hal kunti wasytini ?
kaifa akhuki ya misr?
hal hum kulluh syaahidin wa yimsi ila ilahi?
kaifa ukhti ya misr?
hal hunna sawa'?

ana wishtini ya misr
hal kunti?
la?
leh?

ashan, rabbi bihibb ibadihi
hal anti?
naa'am?
izay?
la!
mush anti ibadihi zuhdi
aina jihaduki?
kaifa ibadatuki?
kaifa siamuki?
kaifa kullu waktuki?
la' ya malizi!


rabbi, rabbi
rabbighfirli zanbi


15/8/2013(jam menunjukkan 2.18)
kepenatan hingga xmahu tidur
akikah addin
dan semalam hari dimana Allah sgt bergembira dgn kepulangan kekasihya
mujahidin syahidin di misr.

smile

Musafir adalah ibadah. Betulkan niat, betulkan pandangan. Jika mata elok, elok belakalah yang kita jumpa. Jika berprasangka atau mencari yang tidak elok, buruk sahajalah yang ditemui. Setiap kali bermusafir, perlu seimbang antara berhati-hati dengan berbaik sangka.

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